being single and happy!!
today i called gitta.. quite miss her.. it's been a long time since we met last time
i called her yesterday, but her dad said that she went 2 the church 4 her patemon meeting.. so i called her again today.. 4 asking her 2 give me some Superjunior's article in a tabloid n 4 making an appoinment cos we still haven't give dian d bday gift yet
but finally, i told her bout my problem.. "that" problem, u know? no, i don't think u know it.. haha
except u are dian or except u always read my previous blogs
hmmm... well the problem that i mean is the one about my love life...
about how much i hate 2 be in a relationship with boys
about how much i'll get angry if someone asks me bout that
i've been thinking bout that for a long long time...
i just could tell this to dian n wrote it in my blog.. noone else knows bout that. well, my mom does know.. but she just know that i'm still don't wanna have a relationship with boys.. not the reason why.. maybe she thinks that i still wanna be serious spending my time 2 study.. n it means that she thinks i'll be concerned with that kind of relationship when i finish my study
but actually......... that is not the reason...
though i myself dunno d exact reason.. but i know that is not the reason
this was what i told gitta (but i'll add some additional sentences):
"I still don't wanna think bout boys........ cos i love being alone.. i don't wanna spend my time thinking bout just 1 person n i won't like it if he ask me 2 be care 2 him. i just have 24hours in a day n i wanna spend it 4 myself.. i don't wanna share my time 4 anyone, esp boys.
n i think i don't wanna get hurt anymore bcos of love.. i was hurt.. n that made me like this.. but maybe i should thank those boys 4 making me like this.. 4 giving me a new perspective bout life.. bout what should i do in my life.. that is: i just live my life 4 myself.. not 4 anyone else, esp boys!!"
n u know what??
at first, i think gitta would make fun of me.. cos she is in a relationship right now..
but she didn't!!
she said, "okey, i'm agree with u.. i'll support u if u really think like that.. u're right. being in a relationship is sometimes difficult. u'll have 2 share ur time with more things n it's difficult 4 me. i'll go with ur thought, ok?"
gosh....
i finally found someone!! someone that agree with my way of thinking!!
n she said,"if someone asks u bout that n thinks that there's no boys that wanna be with u (bcos u're alone), just ignore them! don't mind what they said. I wonder why people in indonesia still get bothered bcos of that kind of problem.. like u know, an old virgin (hehehe.. perawan tua bahasa inggrisnya apa yah??).. i don't think it is a bad thing!!"
I said, "Me Too!! and bout living together without married like western people usually do.. i think it is OK."
n she agreed with me.. hahaha
still,"just think bout this. if u married someone when u r 30, then if u die when u r 80.. it means that u'll spend ur life together with someone for 50 years.. n u just have 30 years 2 enjoy ur freedom."
wow!! i've been thinking bout that too.. i've told jimmy bout that!!
n yeah........ here i am...
feeling happy bout what she said... haha
gitta, u're realy a good friend!! thanks, girl
that's great
n she told me she had some stories (bout her relationship, i guess)
n she'll tell us when we give d bday gift 4 dian..
can't wait 2 see them... miss them so much.. last time we met, we just watched jewel in the palace n went 2 Gale.. noone told something special
4 dian: i'm not saying u're a bad friend.. haha.. u're still a bestfriend.. i think i'd just die cos being mad 4 cannot tell anybody bout this problem.. but u saved me by hearing my story.. thanks. n u said, i still haven't met my soulmate yet.. hmm... if it is so, then u'll have 2 wish me getting d meeting soon.. ^^
n u know what? my dad asked me bout what a blog is.. i told him that it is a kind of diary or a web.. n i told him that i have one too... n then he asked me what's the url.. i definitely said,"Nooo!! i won't tell u! u'll know all of my secrets.." maybe someday i'll tell him ^^ not now, of course!! he'll know anything..
ok, i have 2 do my report now..
i called her yesterday, but her dad said that she went 2 the church 4 her patemon meeting.. so i called her again today.. 4 asking her 2 give me some Superjunior's article in a tabloid n 4 making an appoinment cos we still haven't give dian d bday gift yet
but finally, i told her bout my problem.. "that" problem, u know? no, i don't think u know it.. haha
except u are dian or except u always read my previous blogs
hmmm... well the problem that i mean is the one about my love life...
about how much i hate 2 be in a relationship with boys
about how much i'll get angry if someone asks me bout that
i've been thinking bout that for a long long time...
i just could tell this to dian n wrote it in my blog.. noone else knows bout that. well, my mom does know.. but she just know that i'm still don't wanna have a relationship with boys.. not the reason why.. maybe she thinks that i still wanna be serious spending my time 2 study.. n it means that she thinks i'll be concerned with that kind of relationship when i finish my study
but actually......... that is not the reason...
though i myself dunno d exact reason.. but i know that is not the reason
this was what i told gitta (but i'll add some additional sentences):
"I still don't wanna think bout boys........ cos i love being alone.. i don't wanna spend my time thinking bout just 1 person n i won't like it if he ask me 2 be care 2 him. i just have 24hours in a day n i wanna spend it 4 myself.. i don't wanna share my time 4 anyone, esp boys.
n i think i don't wanna get hurt anymore bcos of love.. i was hurt.. n that made me like this.. but maybe i should thank those boys 4 making me like this.. 4 giving me a new perspective bout life.. bout what should i do in my life.. that is: i just live my life 4 myself.. not 4 anyone else, esp boys!!"
n u know what??
at first, i think gitta would make fun of me.. cos she is in a relationship right now..
but she didn't!!
she said, "okey, i'm agree with u.. i'll support u if u really think like that.. u're right. being in a relationship is sometimes difficult. u'll have 2 share ur time with more things n it's difficult 4 me. i'll go with ur thought, ok?"
gosh....
i finally found someone!! someone that agree with my way of thinking!!
n she said,"if someone asks u bout that n thinks that there's no boys that wanna be with u (bcos u're alone), just ignore them! don't mind what they said. I wonder why people in indonesia still get bothered bcos of that kind of problem.. like u know, an old virgin (hehehe.. perawan tua bahasa inggrisnya apa yah??).. i don't think it is a bad thing!!"
I said, "Me Too!! and bout living together without married like western people usually do.. i think it is OK."
n she agreed with me.. hahaha
still,"just think bout this. if u married someone when u r 30, then if u die when u r 80.. it means that u'll spend ur life together with someone for 50 years.. n u just have 30 years 2 enjoy ur freedom."
wow!! i've been thinking bout that too.. i've told jimmy bout that!!
n yeah........ here i am...
feeling happy bout what she said... haha
gitta, u're realy a good friend!! thanks, girl
that's great
n she told me she had some stories (bout her relationship, i guess)
n she'll tell us when we give d bday gift 4 dian..
can't wait 2 see them... miss them so much.. last time we met, we just watched jewel in the palace n went 2 Gale.. noone told something special
4 dian: i'm not saying u're a bad friend.. haha.. u're still a bestfriend.. i think i'd just die cos being mad 4 cannot tell anybody bout this problem.. but u saved me by hearing my story.. thanks. n u said, i still haven't met my soulmate yet.. hmm... if it is so, then u'll have 2 wish me getting d meeting soon.. ^^
n u know what? my dad asked me bout what a blog is.. i told him that it is a kind of diary or a web.. n i told him that i have one too... n then he asked me what's the url.. i definitely said,"Nooo!! i won't tell u! u'll know all of my secrets.." maybe someday i'll tell him ^^ not now, of course!! he'll know anything..
ok, i have 2 do my report now..
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