2006, May 19th

Today's Felice b'day!!!
Happy Birthday, my friend!!
Have a happy n successfull life!
God Bless U ^^
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Today's The release date of Scandal Single..

Congrats to KangTa oppa.. & Vanness

hwaiting!!

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i ruined my exams....... (again...)
but as usual.. i don't feel sad for that... why? because i have reached that "limit"? i dun even wanna care about what i should learn on the next block.. i haven't read any guiding books i got yesterday.. i hate school!! i really do!!
*i made it as if i always ruin my exams n get bad marks, but actually i don't.. i just feel like ruining my exams but then when they announce the result, it's not that bad.. i got A for the last 2 blocks*
btw, i think my english is getting more horrible.... i can do this better when i was in high school! but now i'm like forget every single thing i have learned.. i'm such a stupid girl T__T

hmm.... i've just remembered something... i joined KMK again this afternoon.. they're like: "wow, finally u come again!!" even Frater Udi looked happy for meeting me.. haha.. we watched a true story about a man who doesn't have legs n upper extremities.. i was really impressed by him.. dian cried silently... i felt like crying too, but because she cried first so i couldn't cry ^^;; gosh, the man's so adorable!! his name is Nick.. American person, i guess.. so, there he is, with his extremities-less body, he talked bout life n God.. that everything that happens now in our life is HIS plans.. i've been believing this too, but what he said touched my heart n made me believe in God more. then i think about my life again, n about how regretful i've been because i signed in a medical faculty, n maybe this is the answer.. this is God's plan for me.. who knows i will become a good doctor.. who knows i will love being a doctor.. who knows i can help HIM taking care of his creations.. well, it's good thing if i can keep this.. God, please help me to survive in Your plan.

aah, sawing Nick made me think of someone... she doen't like her life... she often says that she wants to die.. maybe if she can watch how hard Nick lives his life, she'll be touched, at least a little... we must consider how lucky we are, who is gifted with a complete body..

aah, that's enough for now..

hey, finally i can download KangTa & Vanness on Haha Radio Show... Thanks a lot for ur help, Sy! u're a nice girl ^^

n the dvd All About TVfXQ! has just arrived.. with some vcd: Kangta's 2nd Xman show, Kangta's 3rd fanmeeting, Double HJ & Jang Ee Chul's Xman (forget the date..), n SS501 Mnet after school of rock.. i haven't finished watching Heaven's Tree too.. n Marrying a millionaire.. i dunno wether i'll watch it or no.. maybe i'll just watch Kibum's scene..

i'm still confious bout the limited edition album.......... i'll get some money next monday, n it's about half the album's price.. but i still need the rest... n my mom warned me not to buy that 3 times!! i'd better not told her yesterday >,<>

i took some photos of my new dvd ^^ just like what i did with KangTa's photobook..
but they don't seem to be good photos.. heehee.. i'm a bad photographer.. n i used my cell phone's camera, so the resolution's not good enough..

i'm sleepy...... i'll have a sweet dream.. Chalja ^^