i hate myself ???!!!!
.......................... had decided to buy Panda's SS501 1st single......... cos Yesasia doesn't have the stocks now n i want to have the CD....... so there i go...... spending too much money again T_T
still want Kangta's 2nd pic book n someone mailed me that she's willing to sell it to me.. 350thousands Rps... of course, i can't afford it now... maybe 2 or 3 months later.. i'll save first (while waiting for my b'day ;D) hope she'll sell that p-book to me that time..
u know what, i'm feeling a little guilty bout these things.......... i spend lotz of money to buy CDs while many people here lost their home n belongings bcause of the previous earthquake.. i kinda bad person.. but i can't help just loosing my oportunity to have these rare things... i dunno if i will be able to find someone else selling those stuffs or not.. so, please forgive me God for being this egoist T_T i hate myself.......................
this week i didn't study anything... guess i will have to study hard tomorrow (this evening, i mean.. cos it's 3.30 am now)
these 2 days there are some earthquake again =(
i hope it'll get vanishing soon..
i hate earthquake!
n..........................
i'm getting more fat!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! noooooooooooooooooo, i have to exercise more!!!!!!! i have to eat lotz of fruits instead of rice... i'm thinking to drink some laxatives again, but i'm afraid of its side effects (it's one of the risk factors of Uterine prolapse.. scary!!!) n it's expensive too... n the taste is bad.. i think i'll go with having diets n exercise first.. if i don't loose much weight then i'll go with the laxatives thing.... so i have to work hard if i don't wanna risk myself in having uterine prolapse! Fighting!!! i have to loose many kgs.............. it'll be hard!!! i hate myself.... (again...)
uhmm.... Mom still has a nutritional beverages (it tastes like milk, i guess) that she used to drink in her diet.... i'll go ask some tomorrow.. (this morning, i mean LOL)
why don't i feel sleepy???????????????????????
maybe i just need to try to sleep now.. unless i want to have panda eyes at church this morning..
Good nite! =)
still want Kangta's 2nd pic book n someone mailed me that she's willing to sell it to me.. 350thousands Rps... of course, i can't afford it now... maybe 2 or 3 months later.. i'll save first (while waiting for my b'day ;D) hope she'll sell that p-book to me that time..
u know what, i'm feeling a little guilty bout these things.......... i spend lotz of money to buy CDs while many people here lost their home n belongings bcause of the previous earthquake.. i kinda bad person.. but i can't help just loosing my oportunity to have these rare things... i dunno if i will be able to find someone else selling those stuffs or not.. so, please forgive me God for being this egoist T_T i hate myself.......................
this week i didn't study anything... guess i will have to study hard tomorrow (this evening, i mean.. cos it's 3.30 am now)
these 2 days there are some earthquake again =(
i hope it'll get vanishing soon..
i hate earthquake!
n..........................
i'm getting more fat!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! noooooooooooooooooo, i have to exercise more!!!!!!! i have to eat lotz of fruits instead of rice... i'm thinking to drink some laxatives again, but i'm afraid of its side effects (it's one of the risk factors of Uterine prolapse.. scary!!!) n it's expensive too... n the taste is bad.. i think i'll go with having diets n exercise first.. if i don't loose much weight then i'll go with the laxatives thing.... so i have to work hard if i don't wanna risk myself in having uterine prolapse! Fighting!!! i have to loose many kgs.............. it'll be hard!!! i hate myself.... (again...)
uhmm.... Mom still has a nutritional beverages (it tastes like milk, i guess) that she used to drink in her diet.... i'll go ask some tomorrow.. (this morning, i mean LOL)
why don't i feel sleepy???????????????????????
maybe i just need to try to sleep now.. unless i want to have panda eyes at church this morning..
Good nite! =)
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3:17 AM
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