2006, June 19th

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He's handsome!!!!!!!!
Oh No... i must stop thinking like that!! But he's so freakin cute >,<
but again..... i can't fall into him anymore! Not again!!!
oh well, i know i shouldn't.. n i won't
cos i loved him not because he's handsome..
but... if u catch ur previous love being more handsome, even though u don't have too much love for him anymore, u will feel something!!! it's normal, right???
I must not stay near to him again........
n stop talking bout him....

i have Baby n KangTa now, n he's just my past, ok?

i know i wouldn't be able to get him, just like i can't get Baby nor KangTa.. it's true!!
he's just as far as KangTa n Baby =(
so i should stop it now!!

I have BAD NEWS!!!
I'll have 2 encounter to patient test this week!!!!
yup, one is for the remediation of the previous OSCE, n one for this semester OSCE!!!!
I'll die!!!!!!!
I'm so afraid!! someone please help me....

i know i will be able to handle those stupid OSCE if only i had more self confidence
but how can i be full of self confidence if i know there's someone expert is watching me, n will piss me off if i can't get things right T_T

God, please be with me n give me strength