2006, May 31st

i made my own blinkie ^^
u know what, i never knew that i have photoshop program til this morning i realized it n decided to make some artwork (had to search for some tutorials first, of course!)
i just found blinkie tutorials, so i tried to make one...
this is it.. (blogspot made it a little weird, doesn't it??)



can't be said to be a good one, but this is my first! i think i'll make another one :D
i wanna make gif too... let's see if i can make some..

anyway, i have holidays til next monday... they should repair the building first.. well, not too bad.. but i prefer having a real holidays to have holidays because of earthquake thing.. ^^

EARTHQUAKE!!!!! BIG ONE!!

Saturday, 2006 May 27th........ i guess i will never forget bout that day........
so, i went to bed late the day before.. it's at 2 am.. n when i was in my dream world, suddenly i wake up n found everything in my bedroom was shaking greatly. i got off my bed n stood beside my bed.. oh, it's 5.45 am that time.. soon as i got my full consciousnes, i ran to my door, opened it, n saw the door of my parent's room has opened too with a fall cupboard barrier.. my mom n dad shouted, "Earthquake!!!!!!!! get down out of the house!!!" i knew that it was an earthquake, but i just could think, "what should i bring with me??? money? CDs? books?" then i found that all i had to do is just out from my house.. so i ran down the stairs n got outside my house quickly.. but the earthquake hasn't stopped yet that time.. i was afraid! of course...
i was worried bout my fams cos they're still in.. fortunately, they got out soon...

all of the people in my district went out of their home n we stayed outside for about 20 minutes. then we went inside our home again n found many things has broken n fallen.. Some bottles of lemonade has fallen n the lemonade flood of my dinning room.. then i remembered bout my CDs!!! i ran to my bedroom.. Thanks God, they're ok! my bedroom just got a little messed up. some books n my dvd player fell down..

for about 1.5 hours, we cleaned the house n got almost everything right in place again.. (hey, 2 of my medals broke down!!!! TT__TT) n then we got the news from the radio about another earthquake that would happenned, so we just waited outside our house again with anxiousity bout the following earthquake.. but then, some people just shouted,"Tsunami!!!!!!!!!! the water has reached Malioboro!!!! Run!!!!!" n all i knew after that was so many people ran to the North, on foot, by cars, by motors........ it was soooooo noisy!! my bros kept saying that we should run too, but i didn't think so! it's almost 2 hours after the earthquake, so why didn't the radio published that there's tsunami! my dad thought the same way as i did.. so we stayed at home.. n that's true! no tsubami! Thanks God

but then my mom n bros kept being afraid, so my dad took us to the north (with our housekeepers joined too). we were shocked when we saw many buildings broke down.. there's a house that is broken completely! i'm so thankful our house's safe. ah, n then we had breakfast on Jl Kaliurang, then the radio has confirmed that No Tsunami would happenned, so we headed back home..

the earthquake still happenned frequently with a smaller Richer scale.. the first was 5.9 Richer scale. we still ran out n in our home when we felt shaking. it's soooooooooooo boring n annoying!!! the electric charge was off so that we couldn't do anything but felt anxious. i swear i hate that feeling so much!

at night, there's an issue that an expert from australia announced that there would be another earthquake at 10 pm, with a greater scale.. but... i watched the tv n the head of Badan Meteorologi n Geofisika said that if another earthquake would happenned, they would happenned with small scale.. so i believed it.. who cares bout australia expert, cos i didn't watch or hear anything bout it.. but my bros believe in that issue n so did my mom.... so we moved to a friend of Dad's house, that is safe enough from earthquake.. u wouldn't believe what i brought that time... my original CDs n DVDs, my kangTa's magazine,n KangTa's cassettes... ^^;; my mom will be angry if she knows it LOL

so there we were, waiting for the earthquake =(
will u believe me, if i say that i didn;t feel afraid that time? my bros don't believe me =( but i really didn't, even i wanna know why, but the fact is i wasn't afraid is true..

simply, there was no big earthquake happenned again, n we're at home now.. THANKS GOD!
i went to Bantul ( a village called Pelemsari or something, i forget ^^;) with my fams yesterday.. we brought some water n tents for them.. many people died there n 80% of the house broke down.. poor them..

today i'll go to Sardjito.. Felice has been working there since Saturday.. my parents keep telling me that i should help them there.. cos we know they need more medical workers.. even though i'm not a medical worker yet, but i think i will join them some years again.,.. so maybe i can try helping them.. pray for me ^^

hey, there's something made me feel lucky because of this earthquake.. many people remembered me.. Dian called me soon after the tsunami thingy.. Lele, navel, debby, chisa, miko, adi, yenny, n some other friends sent me sms asking for my condition.. n some other friends were worried bout me n sent email or asked bout my condition on the forum... n it's soo sweet!!! i feel so thankful for having them as my friends.. they're one of the best gift i've ever had. Thank u, my friends... u're the best! ^^

well, let's pray together... May God always be with us n bless us in everything that will be happenned..
i do pray for Sisca, cos i heard her house broken down too.. hope she's alright now, n everything's going well..
n for all of the people who lost their house n families, God please give them courage n love.

Ajja!! Ajja!! Fighting!!

2006, May 27th

huehehehe.....
I really LOVE my MOM!!!

ga tega juga kayanya mama ngeliat aku mati2an cari duit sana sini buat tombok bayar itu dvd kangta-vanness versi jepun hampir 400ribu sementara ini akhir bulan gini...
tadi sore nanya2 lagi, "jadi beli cd-nya yg kemaren?"
"jadi lah..."
"dah bayar?"
"udah dp 100ribu.. rilisnya masih besok juli.. jadi sisanya bayar besok kalo dah nyampe"
"dasar nekad! dibilangin ga boleh beli.."
"yee.. aku juga dah bilang mau gimana pun tetep beli ^^"
"kan itu versi limited edition, jadi kalo ga cepet2 pesen bisa habis.."
"lha biasanya cuma 150ribu, kok nyampe 300an skarang?"
"ya soalnya versi jepang... kalo jepang pasti muahal.."
"beli bajakan kan bisa.."
"lha siapa yg mau jual bajakannya? wong yg tukang jual bajakan juga belon tentu punya aslinya.."

*pembicaraan terhenti soalnya dah nyampe saphir n lanjut shopping..*

trus malem ini, "masih jualan?"
"he? iya.."
"masih kurang ga duit buat bayar cd-nya?"
"yaa... pas2an siih..."
"nih mama sumbang 100"
hweee??? tau gtu aku ga usah jualan dvd yg dah aku tonton sgala...........
hahahaha...

dasar si mama....
dimintain beliin cd buat kado ultahku ga mau... (aku juga aneh sih, masa' ultah masih 2 bulan dah minta kado)
taunya malah bantuin beli....

thanks a lot, Mom! ^^

btw, cd single Scandal dah rilis dr kmaren lusa.. kapan bisa nyampe rumahku yah?

oiya, CD Shinhwa dr Navel udah dateng!! bagus euy lagunya... but, baru dengerin 1 kali... skarang baru 2 lagu yg catchy.. n masih bpikir bagusan lagu jib 7... cos yg jib 8 lebih banyak yg nge-beat, padahal tau kan, aku lebih sukanya yg mellow...

kata anak2 thread korean movie, Running wild ma forbidden quest dah kluar.. entah nih masih minat ga ma yg forbidden, kayanya sih nggak deh.. nonton yg untold scandal aja mpe muntah2... Running wild ini dah ditungguin lama.. moga ada deh.. besok nyari di mataram ah.. dah luama euy ga mampir

hueee, donlotanku akhirnya slese!! 50 MB dr tadi pagi gagal mulu.. isinya poto2 SS501 di hollywood bowl concert.. liat dulu ah....

*oiya, tadi pas chat ma vina dia nanya Shone ntuh yg main devil beside u bukan, n pertanyaan itu ke-skip alias belon aku jawab... jadi inget Shone neh.......... Shone............ Jun Can ge, ni cai na li???? otiya???? wo hau xiang hau xiang ni......... bogoshipta.......*
kumat mode: ON

poor me!!

oh yeah, n here i am.........
regretting everything in my room.........

yeah, it's not that big..

but.......
it makes me saaaaaddddd!!!

u know what, i've been trying to download the video since yesterday morning...
but it always stopped at 18%..

n this morning i tried to download again n finally it continued progressing til 29% n i left my notebook in my bedroom to get some food

but then...........
1 hours after i left, i found my notebook in standby condition, n it means the download process was stopped! T__T feel like crying...

i can't be angry n ask to my fams: "who touched my notebook?!!!" i can't T__T

aah, poor me............
i really wanna see KangTa sings Cup of Life.................................
i'm trying to download it again now............

n maybe i should lock my room everytime i wanna left. i don't believe it................

2006, May 23rd

Amy's Birthday!!!

Happy Birthday, my sweet friend!!
Hope u'll get every little thing that u want n God be with u always
Ajja!! Ajja!! Fighting!!

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huff........ i couldn't believe it! i sold my old comics yesterday ^^;;
n guess what, i could communicate well with them (who bought the comics). i seldom did it right.. u know, i can't make friends easily with people.. but yesterday i was just so lucky, that i could get along with them easily. then i thought, "hey, maybe i have some talents in tracking goods n this kind of business.." hahahaha.. silly me..

the most important thing is i get much money!! i don't have to worry bout how much i should save for Kangta & Vanness jap version album now (yup!! have i told u that i preordered this limited ed CD?).. n i can get some other stuffs while waiting for the released date of that CD (July 5th).

yesterday i got my consciousness back n i made some plans bout my research. well, it's only a simple plan, but i don't think people can make it if they don't have this kind of consciousness.. hehehe.. here's the plan:

• today: finish my proposal (It's DONE!!)
• this friday: look for DMSO n Poly Ethylen Glycol.. will need Amy's compannion..
• next week: give the proposals to be corrected again by prof soeyoko n bu dika; finish the proposal revision session, n get it done completely; buy lemons....
• June 6th: give the lemons to PPOT labz, make an appoinment to see the destillation process
• June 8th or 9th: do the destillation process
• June 12th: get the essential oil (if it is possible.. i dunno how long it will take to finish the destillation process)
• then do the research as soon as possible

hope i can get through it....... cos mom n dad has been asking me when i will get some holidays.. i think they're planning a vacation for us.. im not sure yet cos Dad said he'd get lot of jobs..
n talking bout a vacation........... I LOVE IT!! remember how i became very dilligent last time we went to Jakarta for a vacation? i couldn't believe it! but yes, i can do everything to get rid of my campus thingy even for a while.. so, this is it.. i can make this research plans for being sure i can join the vacation, if we really will have it. i'm so childish!!!! i hate myself! ^___^

aaah, i almost forgot something. i hate megaupload.. i've been downloading Shinhwa 8th album from that MU link for 7 hours n i just get it done 40%!! cos the transfer speed was just about 800-1000 bytes per seconds...
and then......... Navel texted me.. She asked me wether i have got Shinhwa 8th jib yet cos she'd like to send me the CD if i haven't got it.. i'm so happy!!! what a sweet girl ^^ Thanks, vel!! just wait till i got my KangTa&Vanness CD n i'll send u the copy, ok? No, it's not her who said she wants some revenge from me.. but i know she love KangTa too n she can't buy the CD, so i'll be happy sending her the copy ^^

i haven't study at all bout the anatomy of the brain for tomorrow practice session.. i think i should study now if i want to get nice pretest mark

2006, May 20th

KangTa oppa,
i'm very glad that u made a new album
i like ur colaboration with Vanness
hope all of the people in the world will like it too
i preordered a copy of Scandal single & japan version album.
i can't wait to receive the CDs..
Oppa, good luck!! don't forget to mantain ur health.
please get enough rest n don't get too tired, ok?
Ajja! Ajja!! Fighting!!
Nan Yongwonhi KangTa Oppa saranghamnida
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that's what i post at KangTa & Vanness Fan Board @ their official website
i said i preordered the japan version, but actually i haven't ^^;;
but i will!! it's not funny if i come back there next week just to say, "KangTa oppa, now i preordered the japan version.." no way... so i stated that i have preordered it ^^
n maybe i'll post something every some days..
i'm having KangTa fever again....... actually it's not good, but i dun care.. who cares bout my sucks lectures n my practice session task n pretest.. but i'm just worrying bout my research n paper.. it has to be finished in 8 months.. dunno wether i can make it or not
n hey, i got the link to download the songs from KangTa&Vanness single.. but i still have'nt downloaded it.. i'm such in dillema.. i want the first time i hear all of the songs is when i get my own CD.. but onthe other side, people on the forum has downloaded it n discussing bout the songs.. makes me wanna hear them too.. =(
i'm downloading Happy Together right now.. i have 21 parts to be downloaded (Thanks again to Sy for splitting n uploading the video ^^).. this internet is sucks!!! i've been downloading for 5 hours n i has just got 2 parts completed!! i won't sleep this night.. or maybe i'll wake up every 2 hours just to start the download process..

2006, May 19th

Today's Felice b'day!!!
Happy Birthday, my friend!!
Have a happy n successfull life!
God Bless U ^^
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Today's The release date of Scandal Single..

Congrats to KangTa oppa.. & Vanness

hwaiting!!

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i ruined my exams....... (again...)
but as usual.. i don't feel sad for that... why? because i have reached that "limit"? i dun even wanna care about what i should learn on the next block.. i haven't read any guiding books i got yesterday.. i hate school!! i really do!!
*i made it as if i always ruin my exams n get bad marks, but actually i don't.. i just feel like ruining my exams but then when they announce the result, it's not that bad.. i got A for the last 2 blocks*
btw, i think my english is getting more horrible.... i can do this better when i was in high school! but now i'm like forget every single thing i have learned.. i'm such a stupid girl T__T

hmm.... i've just remembered something... i joined KMK again this afternoon.. they're like: "wow, finally u come again!!" even Frater Udi looked happy for meeting me.. haha.. we watched a true story about a man who doesn't have legs n upper extremities.. i was really impressed by him.. dian cried silently... i felt like crying too, but because she cried first so i couldn't cry ^^;; gosh, the man's so adorable!! his name is Nick.. American person, i guess.. so, there he is, with his extremities-less body, he talked bout life n God.. that everything that happens now in our life is HIS plans.. i've been believing this too, but what he said touched my heart n made me believe in God more. then i think about my life again, n about how regretful i've been because i signed in a medical faculty, n maybe this is the answer.. this is God's plan for me.. who knows i will become a good doctor.. who knows i will love being a doctor.. who knows i can help HIM taking care of his creations.. well, it's good thing if i can keep this.. God, please help me to survive in Your plan.

aah, sawing Nick made me think of someone... she doen't like her life... she often says that she wants to die.. maybe if she can watch how hard Nick lives his life, she'll be touched, at least a little... we must consider how lucky we are, who is gifted with a complete body..

aah, that's enough for now..

hey, finally i can download KangTa & Vanness on Haha Radio Show... Thanks a lot for ur help, Sy! u're a nice girl ^^

n the dvd All About TVfXQ! has just arrived.. with some vcd: Kangta's 2nd Xman show, Kangta's 3rd fanmeeting, Double HJ & Jang Ee Chul's Xman (forget the date..), n SS501 Mnet after school of rock.. i haven't finished watching Heaven's Tree too.. n Marrying a millionaire.. i dunno wether i'll watch it or no.. maybe i'll just watch Kibum's scene..

i'm still confious bout the limited edition album.......... i'll get some money next monday, n it's about half the album's price.. but i still need the rest... n my mom warned me not to buy that 3 times!! i'd better not told her yesterday >,<>

i took some photos of my new dvd ^^ just like what i did with KangTa's photobook..
but they don't seem to be good photos.. heehee.. i'm a bad photographer.. n i used my cell phone's camera, so the resolution's not good enough..

i'm sleepy...... i'll have a sweet dream.. Chalja ^^

Scandal Album -KangTa & Vanness

huaaaaaaaaaaaa.... i found this............

SCANDAL- Japanese Version

http://global.yesasia.com/en/PrdDept.aspx/...pid-1004314721/
Product Information
Product Title : Scandal (Normal Edition)(Japan Version)
Singer Name(s) : Kang Ta & Vanness Kang Ta Vanness Wu
Release Date : July 5, 2006 (Pre-order your copy now!)
Language : Mandarin, Japanese, Korean, English
Package Weight : 120 g
Publisher : Sony Music Entertainment
Other Information : Album
YesAsia Catalog No. : 1004314721
Shipment Unit : 1

The price is: US $ 26.75

n this one:

Scandal (ALBUM+DVD)(Limited Edition)(Japan Version)

http://global.yesasia.com/en/PrdDept.aspx/code-c/section-music/pid-1004314720/
Product Information
Product Title : Scandal (ALBUM+DVD)(Limited Edition)(Japan Version)
Singer Name(s) : Kang Ta & Vanness Kang Ta Vanness Wu
Release Date : July 5, 2006 (Pre-order your copy now!)
Language : Mandarin, English, Korean, Japanese
Package Weight : 200 g
Publisher : Sony Music Entertainment
Other Information : Album+DVD
YesAsia Catalog No. : 1004314720
Shipment Unit : 1

this one costs US $29.75

T______T
i want it so badly!!!!!!!!!!!!!
but i need money!!!!!!!!!
i asked my mom wether she's willing to buy this album for my b'day gift or not... but she said NO
*dies*
i'd better sell some stuffs again...........................
i hate to say goodbye to my collections, but............
i really need the money
i can't take out some money from my bank account cos my dad'll know n he'll be angry >_<
i'll do everything to get the album!!!
but i'm still wondering if they will release another version... i'd prefer buying korean or overseas version than the expensive japan version.. i also can't read japanese characters.. so... we'll see........ i need more time to decide..
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my all about tvxq dvd will arive tomorrow! yay!!! *u know what, i was thinking to resell the dvd, but then i decided to keep it*

2006, May 16th

huaaaa... besok ujian tapi aku masih belom baca bahan week 2 sama skali.. 9 hand out.. mampus, ga tidur malem ini... untung ujiannya diundur jam 1.. kadang2 aneh2nya kampusku bermanfaat juga nih.. mana coba ada ujian kok diundur jadwalnya n baru diumumin 2 hari sebelonnya..

barusan ngeliat orang ngepost di threadnya shi won, masa' dia bilang "go hell kangta" gara2 katanya kangta pernah pacaran ma ha ji won.. aku langsung naek darah deh jadinya... satu, kapan coba kangta pernah pacaran?? bukannya katanya trakhir waktu dia jalan2 di salju ma pacarnya itu, pas awal2 H.O.T or sebelonnya.. kalopun iya, yg jadi pacarnya mah si Park Ji Yeon kan?? itu aja dia ga ngaku kok.. ini dateng nama ha ji won???? tolong deh..... trus kalo mau bashing, setidaknya pake bahasa yg bener.. ga bisa bhasa inggris pake go hell go hell sgala.. sok gaya.. emosi aku.. ada2 aja orang ga suka ma artis kok gara2 alasan yg ga masuk akal.. kalo dia bilang, lagu kangta jelek, kangta ga bisa ngedance, or apa kek, masih mending.. lha ini... tipikal Casxxxxxia banget.. plis deh.. pengen aku gampar.. sebelonnya aku juga baca orang jelek2in SS sih soalnya, jadi bener2 emosi.. kalo dipikir2 kadang aku juga bashing sih, tapi pol2nya bilang, ah aku ga suka chae yon.. aku ga suka kang jung hwa gara2 mimiknya di let's go to the beach kaya gtu mulu.. tapi ya kan mayan jelas alasannya, n aku ga ngatain dia ga ada apa2nya or go to hell segala.. plis deh, see things clearly n wisely *sok gaya*

akhir2 ni sibuk "nguntit" kangta euy.. bahasanya bita or jade "overload of kangta" hehehe
senangnya.. tapi susah ngaruh ke minat blajarku nih..
aaah 3 hari lagi album kangta kluar.......... n reviewku masuk di list review yes asia tuh.. hahaha... kirain pake seleksi or apa, tnyata bisa aja kluar..

talking bout performance inkigayo kangta n lagu dia di xman besok aja yah... skarang blajar dulu.. trus aku juga dapet liriknya 127 days tapi hangeul gtu, kalo sempet mau terjemahin biar bisa nyanyiin, tapi sapa tau besok dah ada yg kasih konglishnya..

doain ujianku.............

127 Days - KangTa n Vanness

127 DAYS
(KangTa & Vanness)

(KANGTA)
내 두 눈은 그대만을 보고

naeda nuneun geudae maneul bogo

(My two eyes only look at you)

나의 두 귀는 그대 소식만을 듣죠

naui kugwineun geudae susigmaneul deudjyo
(My two ears only hear news about you)
바보 같은 나의 두 발은

babo gateun naui dubareun
(And my two silly feet)
아무리 타일러도 움직이지 않죠

amuri tahillodo umjinijianhjyo
(No matter how hard I try, they don't move)

(VANNESS)
내 가슴이 멈췄나 봐요 (KT : 멈춰진 그 시간 자리에)

naega seumimomcho nabwayo (KT: momchwochin geu shigan charihe)
(My heart seems to have stopped (when time stopped))
헤어지던 그 시간 그 자리에 멈춰 섰죠

heyojidon geu shigan geu jariae momchwoshojyo
(the time we went our separate ways, it was then when it stopped.)

(TOGETHER)
난 아직까지 부족하죠 그대를 잊기에는

nan ajig kkaji bujoghajyo geudaereul ichgihe neun
(I'm still insufficient/not ready to forget you)
이렇게도 이기적인 날 잘 떠난 거죠, 잘 잊은 거죠

hirohkedo igijyohin naljalddonangojyo, char hijeungojyo
(So it's a good thing that you left such a selfish guy, good thing you forgot me.)
견뎌보고 또 참아내고 잊어도 볼게요

kyondyobogo kkojamhanaego ichodo borgeyo
(I'll try to survive and endure, and even try to forget you)

내 어리석은 가슴과 두 눈이

nae orishogeun gasheum gwadununi
(So that my childlike/immature/naive heart and two eyes)
더 이상 그댈 찾지 못하도록

doisang geudaer chachi motchadorog
(no longer can search/find you... )

(VANNESS)
Wow... Baby how did we end up here
You know it’s funny.
I just miss you so much.
I still remember holding you kissing you.
I could still see you right here lying in my arms.
Baby I’m waiting for you I just want you to know.
I love you.

(TOGETHER)
하루 지나 또 하루, 하루 난 그대겠죠

haru jinaddo haru, haru nan geudaegejyo
(One day passes and another, I'll probably be the same)
이렇게도 바보 같은 난, 몇 년이 가도 그대로겠죠

hirohkaedo babo gateun nan, myochnyonhigado geudaerogaejyo
(how silly I am... and even as the years go by.. I'll probably be the same)
삼켜보고 또 꺼내보고 울어도 보겠죠
samgyobogo ddo kkonae bogo heulodo bogejyo

(I'll try to forget and even reminisce, probably even cry)
내 바보 같은 가슴은 아직도 그대가 없다는 걸 모르고 있죠

nae babo gateun gaseumeun ajigdo geudae ga obtaneungol moreugoijyo
(My silly heart continues, not realizing that you're no longer here)

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credit to: soompi for the lyrics n translation

the one who made the konglish lyrics is me... i'm not pretty sure though...

cos i even dunno the meaning.. i just want to sing it but haven't found the konglish lyric so i made it just in order helping me in singing this song ^^

the song's really sweet... sad song but it sounds sweet n made me feel......... can't express it.. can't wait to get the album T__T

2006, May 13th

kemaren hasil PA polip cervix mama dah kluar.. hasilnya ada metaplasi skuamos, pertandukan individual, atipi n sedikit polimorfi, ada mitosis juga.. tapi non invasif.. yg kepikiran cuma 1: ca in situ.. tapi kata dokter belom perlu diambil, tapi harus pap smear minimal 6 bulan skali.. gmana ni? aku bingung... apa nggak lebih bagus dihisterectomy aja skalian yah? karna yg namanya ca in situ pasti lama2 bkembang kan? mana ada yg bisa menghambat? ada po? tapi aku kalo ngomong gtu ntar bikin panik mama.. aku bingung!!!! aku cuma bisa bilang: tanya dokter laen. minta 2nd opinion. trus aku pusing sendiri.. sampe2 ga jadi blajar kmaren. langsung bobok..

tadi liat gunung Merapi kluarin laharnya.. ceritanya tuh malem ini qta tengokin jimmy.. eh di sana ada guru yg bilang, "ada kliatan gunung merapi yg sedang mengeluarkan laharnya.. yg mau menikmati silahkan.." gila aja.. menikmati???????

tadi tungguin cakul ampe jam tengah 4.. sebel banget.....

trus hari ini ni laptop nyala mulu dari pagi ampe skarang gara2 aku pake donlot n maen tinggal gtu aja.. tau ga seh aku donlot file 50MB pake megaupload dari jam 7 pagi ampe jam tengah 6 sore baru kelar.. pas diliat tnyata cuma 7 menit itu videonya.. tapi seneng sih, ga sia2, wong vid grup S

trus juga dapet donlotan mnet school of rock SS.. tinggal 10 menit lagi kelar..

dah ah.. ngantuk banget... jadinya aku menyia2kan 2 hari ini.. besok baru bisa mulai blajar... n kalo besok aku blom mulai blajar brati aku bakal dapet jelek.. beneran!

oiya, besok KangTa perform Inkigayo...... akhirnya......

2006, May 12th

had checked SS501 thread @ soompi, then i read someone's willing to send them some letters.. she said she'll deliver the letters cos the boys will read them on Youngstreet radio... so i joined..... here's my letter....... i feel a little embarassed.. hehehe *i never made this kind of letter before, except my love letters to KangTa that i never knew wether he read them or not, n my bday wishes to Shone that i'm not sure he could receive it too*

Annyounghaseyo SS501,
i'm ur new fans n started to love u guys since i watched Thanks 4 Waking Up series..
Baby Hyung Joon, u're so adorable cute!! warm hugs from me ;D Young Saeng, hope u'll get healthier. ur voice is awesome ^^ Jung Min, i love ur smile.. Hyun Joong n Gyu Jong, u're too cute in 2Shai MV. good job =)
ah, do u know that u have many fans in indonesia? i hope u can visit us here someday ^^
SS501 sarangheyo
Hwaiting!!

did i messed up the letter? i want to write longer but the previous participants just made a short letter, so i decided to cut off my own letter...
_________________________________________________________________________

i preordered KangTa & Vanness album!! can't wait to have the CD *maybe, next month T___T*
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today jimmy went camping.......... i won't meet him till sunday... sometimes he's very bothering me, but i think i miss him a lot when i don't meet him.. just like when i lived in Bandung some years ago =(
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i got so many things to do tomorrow.. so sad i can't attend the gathering... i wish i can finish my business soon, so that i can join them.. but i think it's quite imposssible......... hiks......
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i don't study again today....... the exams will be on next wednesday til friday.. it'll be a disaster for me if i keep delaying to study.. aww, what a lazy gal i am
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i still don't confident enough with my english.. i feel it's really bad.. i miss my english lesson T__T
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almost forget....
Happy Birthday, Hatta!! hope u'll get more success n happiness
dunno he'll read this or not.. haha

Preorder!!!!!!!!

I just've checked yes asia n i got this!!!!!!!

KangTa & Vanness
First Single - Scandal


Price: US $ 9.99
Product Information
Product Title : Kangta & Vanness First Single - Scandal
Singer Name(s) : Kang Ta Kang Ta & Vanness Vanness Wu
Release Date : May 25, 2006
Language : Mandarin, English, Korean
Subtitle : No Subtitle
Package Weight : 100 g
Publisher : SM Entertainment
Other Information : Single
YesAsia Catalog No. : 1004308870
Shipment Unit : 1
More info:



yay!!!!!!! i want a coppy!!!!!!!!! i'll have a beautiful dream tonight.. my headache had just gone away.. hahaha..

2006, May 11th

kepala pusing........ tadi dah minum obat trus tidur 4 jam, tapi skarang abis makan pusing lagi... mau ujian pula minggu depan, ga mungkin boleh sakit aku..

rambutku rontok banyak banget.. aku baru nyadar. sbenernya dulu juga pernah rambut kepanjangan trus rontok banyak.. baru tadi pagi pas aku bangun pagi n ga keburu2 brangkat kuliah sisiran bener2 n tnyata ngeliat rambut rontok di sisir banyak banget... trus di t4 tidur juga banyak.. hiks..... gmana??

mama sakit lagi.. tadi pagi dbawa dokter infus obat ampe sore.. pulang2 itu nyariin aku yg lagi bobo' n minta temenin jimmy ambil kacamata d optik. aku ga tau diri banget langsung nolak bilang pusing.. nyesel deh skarang.. coba tadi aku mau aja, ga bikin mama bingung deh.. jongmal mianhe, omma..

tadi pagi tutorial ttg KB. di akhir2 gtu bu tutor nanya kira2 di indonesia program KB bhasil nggak.. trus dia kasih tau dulu tuh orang2 pada pengen punya anak pasti banyak, bisa nyampe belasan sgala.. trus dia bilang lagi klo skarang paling 2 atau 3 toh? trus dia nanyain qta2 yg cewek: "mbak2nya yg ini gmana? pengen punya anak brapa besok?" hanif ma koni jawab 3 ama 4 gtu.. trus dewi bilang 2 kayanya.. nah ibunya masa' niat nanyain satu2, aku yg dr pertama dilontarkannya pertanyaan itu cuman bisa membisu sambil senyum2 tau2 ditanyain ibunya, "nah kalo mbak yg ini?" aku ga tau mau jawab apa n cuma bisa diem aja... masa' ya aku jawab ceplas ceplos: "anak? halah hari gini mikirin anak, Bu? wong nikah aja saya ndak kepengen kok mikirin pengen anak brapa." Nggak mungkin kan?? ntar pasti temen2 sekelompok langsung antipati ma aku n ngaggep aku orang aneh.. ya dah kuputuskan untuk diam membisu.. waktu crita ke dian dia jawab, "ya bilang aja 2 kek..." ya habis aku tadi kayanya mau boong tapi takut malah kejadian beneran ^^;; orang yg bener2 aneh ga sih aku ni? trus lagi ibunya tadi lanjut, "kalo di amerika, ma eropa apalagi jerman tuh, orang2 sana kalo ditanyain mau punya anak brapa, belom tentu jawab mau.. nanya ke 10 orang bisa2 cuma 1 yg jawab mau punya anak.." aku langsung dalem hati, "nah.. tipikal aku banget!! apa pindah jerman aja ya??" he3

praktikum tadi diliatin video persalinan caesar.. ngeri!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! kata dian,"aku jadi tambah kepengen lahirin normal aja.." but i said,"aku mending adopsi!!" ^______^

kayanya aku bisa kualat deh kalo ngomong gini trus.. God, please give me the right answer.... should i continue being like this???

inget lagi ma omongan dian (kata dian beta yg ngomong itu lho) "kamu cuma perlu waktu.. belum ketemu aja ma orang yg tepat.." but when???? til i meet KangTa??? *i'll be the luckiest person then* ha3.. ya mungkin sih kalo udah ketemu ma orang yg aku bener2 sayang, aku bisa ada niat "melahirkan" anak.. halah.. jijik banget yg diomongin.. pindah topik ah

Kata Junie, album KangTa smua rilis tgl 18.. maksudnya di smua t4 bakal dirilis barengan.. mga bener.tapi cek YA blom keluar2 preorderannya. mana harus nunggu 1 bulan buat dapet itu CD.. payah tuh YA

udah ah.. my head's getting heavier again.. should i sleep again??????? no study again tonight????????

KangTa & Vaness Showcase (May 10th)

sooo, it was really a showcase!!
got some pics (i have to study, but i can't stop searching for the news =( )

The album will be released on May 18th in Korea!!! yay!!! but the overseas version will be available on June =( i really want it!!!!!!!! hope i can hear the songs soon

muhahaha, Oppa's cute ^^

cool.. but why Vannes? not Vaness?? or maybe Vanness????

they're singing "127 Days" wanna hear!!

singing "Wild Flower" i love how KangTa sang it on his first Pinetree concert ;D

last song for the showcase: "Scandal"

lypsinc or live??

woo hoo... what are they doing??? haha

n look at Park Kyung Lim's expression!! aaaw, i wish i could be there...................................

credit to: soompi

i really have to study now!!!

2006, May 10th

kemaren tidur jam 3 pagi gara2 nge-resize pics n reformat lagu jadi .mp3 buat dimasukin HP. taunya jam 4an gtu ada yg nelpon.. nyadar sih, tapi ga aku angkat, habis pikirku sapa sih yg iseng banget pagi2 nelpon.. trus dateng sms deh, dr ucup tuh mau minjem gambar PA. jam tgh 6 bangun mandi, siap2 kampus tapi tgoda liat hasil vote arirang.. jadi deh telat brangkatnya.. n dateng2 ke ruang kuliah dosennya manggil, "mbak, please sit there.." mampus, di depan sendiri depan kompie pula.. trus dia suruh aku asistenin jalanin power point.. tapi masa' dia panggil aku "Sri".seenaknya ubah nama orang, pak.. =(

trus jam 9 review PA. kesusu2 pas akhir2, jadi cuma liat bentar banget. untung 2 prakt trakhir kmaren gambar ndiri sambil liat preparat, jadi dah tau garis besarnya.. itu PA lama2 bener2 minta ditabok deh.. masa' ujiannya rabu, padahal kamis ujian blok. trus mana ada teori pula. 30 soal teori, 30 soal preparat mikroskop. pusing...............

habis itu ke PPOT perpust-nya, mau buku entomologi tapi ga nemu, akhernya malah minjem buku minyak atsiri.. jumat kudu balikin.. KTM ku di sana pula..

abis itu pulang rumah trus pergi lg ke gale, mau traktirannya vivi.. nyari something sih tadi, dah beli asianstar pula (Ada KangTa!!! ada SS501, tapi masa' nama membernya salah tulis =( ) trus tadi liat2 gantungan hp lucu2 ^^ jadi pingin beli nih skarang.. hmm, traktirannya rame sih, banyak orang.. di Bee's. tapi karna banyaknya itu jadi kurang gimana gitu.. mana abis makan langsung pulang.. no meaning banget kayanya... *maap, vi. tapi aku kasian ma kamunya sbenernya* trus tadi nemu kasetnya BoA yg outgrow.. pingiiin.. tapi ga boleh! harus nabung dulu.. pokoknya sbelom album kangta kluar aku ga boleh boros.

oiya, kmaren aku shock abis.. nemuin frenster orang yg penuh dengan kata2 "menikah".. hari gini dah mikirin mau nikah?? kalo dipikir2 sih oke2 aja.. tapi aku jadi ngrasa, "haduh.. aku makin ga normal aja.. di saat temen2 cewekku dah pikirin masa depan rumah tanggannya, aku masih asyik ma KangTa n Baby n ga minat sama skali ma cowok nyata.." tapi kmaren pagi hanifah keceplosan ngomong mau nikah umur 28... aku jadi ngrasa "aku masih normal", tapi sorenya malah dapet hal "mengejutkan" kaya gtu.. aku jadi pikir sebaliknya lagi.. at least,hanif punya rencana nikah, sementara aku????????? Nikah???? mikirin aja dah takut..

tadi waktu mandi malah jadi kepikiran sesuatu.. kenapa sih aku kaya gini? n bukannya mau nyalahin orang laen, tapi aku jadi kaya gini sinisnya ma yg namanya Cinta tuh ya karna mereka2 itu.. sengaja atau ga sengaja, mereka punya andil dalam bikin aku kaya gini.. selain diriku ndiri sih yg salah, karna jelas2 tau aku berharap sesuatu yg ga mungkin akan bisa terwujud tapi masih berjuang untuk dapetin itu.. n akhirnya aku ndiri yg mengakui kalo hal itu bener2 impossible selama aku masih jadi Lia, masih jadi anak di rumah ini, masih jadi putri mama papaku.. impossible! so, i let it go, but the effect is getting more serious >,<>

dah ah
besok tutorial n aku blon blajar apa2..

KangTa & Vaness press conference, 2006, May 10th

got some pics from KangTa&Vaness press conference (so, it was a press conference n not a showcase? actually i dunno what a showcase actually is, but i thought that it would be like DongBangShinGi's Rising Sun Showcase.... )

Oppa looks really happy ^^ makes me feel happy too ^^ i'll study happily this night LOL

n they look like old frenz... it's good for them cos they have to build a close relationship in order to make a good team

i just have read news about this team.. Oppa said they'd like to have 2nd album or maybe 3rd and so.. i dunno if i should be happy or not, bcause i really love Project S Group.. if Oppa being busy with Vaness, it means that he won't be able to regroup with Hye Sung n Ji Hoon T_T
n i think Oppa will join the military service next year.... still confious bout his plan.. just wait n see

anyway, i really can't wait for the album T_T
i want it so badly..........................

here we go
















credit to: m1dor1j4d3 @soompi

Xman 21 mei

gara2 jimmy mau kemah jadi sibuk deh orang rumah.. tmasuk aku.. "jim, masak air harus sampe mateng lho, nanti sakit perut." "jim, kalo bobo' ga da bantal pake tas aja atau jaket" dsb.. he3, tmasuk kakak yg perhatian juga ya aku? ^^

hari ini ga blajar sma skali lagi.. barusan nyadar, tinggal 5 blok lagi kudu dah lulus.. pusing deh.. hari2 bebasku tinggal 5 blok lagi T_T actually, i'm so afraid! somebody, help me, please!

lagi download file converter.. mau convert lagunya kangta yg xman soalnya.. kalo nggak aku males pake donlot2 software sgala... hard disk dah mayan penuh pula nih...

oiya, tadi jadi ke mall, tapi ga dapet asianstar-nya.. kamus korea-inggris yg dibilang debby juga ga nemu T_T beli sepatu sih.. tapi bhubung gawat darurat (yg lama tuh dah jelek banget tanpa kusadari.. berkat tiap hari brangkatnya mepet2 terus jadi harus sambil pake sepatu plus pake jaket plus lari2 cari minum gtu) jadinya asal pilih yg pas aja.. ga gtu suka modelnya.. item pula warnanya =( murah sih cuma 68... tapi tetep aja yg bayarin kan mama, jadi ga ngaruh mau mahal nggaknya.. hehe, keliatan liciknya

ni internet aneh deh lama2.. tadi pagi indosiar ga bisa dibuka.. tadi siang frenster
skarang arirang??? kok bisa??? padahal mau nge-vote kangta.. pye??

tadi dah dapet schedule KangTa yg bener dr soompi.. sama kok ama yg kemaren aku post..
trus Xman bener2 ada double HJ! ada Choi Si Won juga!!! ada Tony!! hwaaa, aku masih sedih KangTa ga ikut... padahal di sana ada Tony (seneng aja liat dia ma tony, kan sama2 H.O.T) trus ada Baby HJ (sbenernya kangta ga da perlu apa2 ma HJ, tapi aku yg seneng liat mereka ketemuan.. kan mereka bdua tuh yg skarang lagi mengisi ruang tbanyak di hatiku.. hweeek... bahasaku), trus ada Choi Si Won juga (kembar euy! kaya kakak-adek ntar).. tapi ya itu dia, lagi sibuk siapin showcase-nya.. n dia bener2 butuh istirahat! filming xman 12 jam-an gtu, bikin kuatir kalo dia masih paksain diri ikut. moga laen kali ada kesempatan gini lagi deh..

dah ah, mo nonton lagi aja.. Xman plus subs.. he3..

2006, May 9th

pulang cepet lagi nih.. sbenernya kesempatan buat blajar tapi entah napa sampe skarang masih males banget pegang hand out

pulang kampus langsung online.. parah ah..

eh, dpt donlotan SS banyak.. audio seh.. rapidshare pula jadi cuman bisa 1 per 1 donlotny.. baru dapet 1, nyanyi in the still of the night.. keren juga.. blon pernah denger mreka nyanyi kaya gini soalnya

ntar mau ke Ramai.. mau beli asianstar.. moga belom abis tuh..

besok mau ditraktir vivi ^^ jalan2 rame2... dah lama banget ga rame2 gtu..

oiya, kemaren aku nonton MAA nya!!!!!!!!! Kangta keren kok!! cuman ya camera-nya jarang nyorot apalagi close up dia.. n iya sih ada bagian yg kayanya kangta khabisan nafas, tapi maklumlah, dia ngedance n nyanyi live gitu loh.. pokoknya bagi aku sih TOP.. ga peduli deh ma vaness.. he3.. n iya waktu trakhir mereka bilang: "Peace" lutuuu...

besok showcase nya... ga sabar nunggu beritanya euy..
moga dapet donlotannya..

ya dah deh.. mo makan dulu.. eh akhir2 ini aku tambah ndut banget nih.. gmana coba?? trus ini rambut bener2 dah perlu dipotong.. tapi males kalo ke salon ndiri.. kapan mama ke salon yah? ah tapi yg jelas sih aku habis ujian potongnya.. pingin cat lagi tapi kayanya nggak dulu deh.. nunggunya lama

Kangta's schedule

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세계적인 음악 트렌드인 '크렁크앤비(Crunk&B)' 스타일의타이틀 곡인 "SCANDAL"에서 KANGTA의 감미로운 Voice 와VANNESS의 랩과 댄스 퍼포먼스로 이루어질 환상적인 쇼케이스 무대에 특별히 국내 팬 1000 분을 모십니다.

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(예)
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나이: 28(791010) , 거주지역: 서울, 연락처: 011 - 1234 - 5678
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감사합니다.

news from: smtown.com

i wish i could understand it.. but all i can understand is the last sentence: Kamsahamnida.. haha
n i didn't know vaness is older than kangta!

as for sure, the news is about their first showcase for their album.. i think it'll be called "SCANDAL". the showcase will be held on May 10th. Junie said the comeback performance will be on May 14th.. Inkigayo performance.. i should buy L7's vcd again.. haha

last question: When will the album be released???
i can't wait!!!

i'll ruin my exams this time bcause of this man..
no probz, if it is for my KangTa ^^

psst, i'm writing an email for him..

kaset suju

tadi ke ambarukmo... ngeliat disctarra ma bulletin jadi gatel akhirnya masuk deh.. baru inget Shiva unni pernah bilang superjunior mau kluar indo-nya.. begitu nyari di rak yg asia gtu taunya ada tuh 1 kaset suju.. tinggal the one n only tuh kaset. cd-nya ga ada, ya dah beli kaset d.. tadinya pengen g jadi, selaen pengen yg cd aja juga aku toh dah denger smua lagunya n aku bukan penggila suju, tapi setelah dipikir2 kalo tiba2 aku pengen itu kaset n dah ga da di mana2, kaya kasus kaset Triangle dulu tuh yg nyampe muter2 dulu baru nemu, ya dah deh beli aja.. lagian pas ada diskon 10% tuh tadi.. he3.. busyet dah kaset skarang 25 toh? trakhir beli masih 22. cepet banget naeknya.

n ada juga toko cd namanya indo music or something like that lah.. tapi pas liat2 ga da koreanya... cuma ada OST april snow ama dvd film my girl n goong.

tadi nonton heaven's tree.. Lee Wan cakep banget. sumpah.. besok lanjut lagi

n u know what, kemaren aku dah bilang harus nyicil hand out, tapi ga kelakon sama skali.. skarang aja baru baca bahan tutorial 5 halaman, padahal ada 30 halaman lebih.. mampus deh.. proposal blom dibenerin pula.. yg ada di pikiran buat besok cuma rencana bolos kuliah pula.. bener2 aku kaya pengen brenti kuliah neh.. payah.. oiya, besok ga jadi liat ip lagi deh.. mau liat seberapa banyak filsafat ngaruh, moga aja naek walo dikit.. masa' dapet A ga ngaruh apa2 =(

oiya, napa si han kyung di kaset ditulis jadi Hangeng?? parah deh.. beneran Han kyung kan ya namanya?

duh kpala pusing nih.. palingan abis ini tidur. tapi kompie bakal idup trus nih seharian.. aku donlot red carpetnya kangta-vaness yg durasinya cuma 3 menit selama 7 jam???!!! gila banget deh, ni masih 1 jam 50 menit, baru dapet 75%.. megaupload dodol seh =(

dah ah... pusing

2nd SCANDAL

udah dapet videonya Kangta-Vaness!!!
all i can say is: I LOVE IT!!!!!
lagunya bener2 beda ma lagu2 Kangta selama ini.. even lagu2 H.O.T kayanya yg sejauh ini pernah aku denger n liat tetep ga da yg mirip or setipe ma lagu ini.. judulnya "2nd Scandal"
bahasa korea n inggris (kata dee juga ada mandarinnya, tapi aku ga bisa nangkep cos filenya suaranya kecil banget) Vaness kebagian ngerap.. n tnyata masih tetep keren euy idolaku dulu ini! jadi naksir lagi deh.. pokoknya mereka bdua TOP pisan.. for me tetep Kangta numero uno sih..

karna besok mtv chinese itu ga jelas jamnya pagi atau malem, sudah kuputuskan bolos kul.. padahal bikin cakul.. biar deh.. titip fel2, widya, vivi, n dian.. cos i must watch it! i can't wait!! kudu beli rekamannya lucky7 juga.. uwaaaaaaaah bener2 tergila2 lagi ma Kangta......

cepetan kluar album n MV nya.. pliiiiiiiiiss

ni waktu press conference.. ada Utt ^^

credit: OMK + CandyKangTa + soompi

Geu Dae Yuh Suh - KANGTA

Oh ren man ee ra neun in sa ga
yoo nan hee do uh saek ha ji man
jal ji naet nyah neun geu in sa do
wen ji yeh jun gwan da reu ji man
ah jik do byun ham up neun gun geu dae reul hyang han
babo gat eun nae mam ee jyo
oh ren si gan ee ji nah
oh neul eh yah
na geu dael bol soo ga it jyo
nae gae guh jit mal gat eun si gan ee
oh neul eul ji nah
nae il do heu reu gaet jyo
ji geum chuh rum ee gi reul gi do ha jyo
ooh yun ee ra do geu dae reul ma joo chi myun
geu gul lo nan choong boon ha jyo
geu gut man eu ro nan sa rang hal soo it gaet jyo
juk uh do ha ru neun...

Translation:
The greeting that it's been a while is strangely awkward
The greeting of how have you been is somehow different from before
But what remains the same is my foolish heart towards you
After a long time has passed I can finally see you today
For me the deceptive time will pass today and flow tomorrow as well
I pray that it's just like now
If I coincidentally meet you that's enough for me
That will keep me loving still
At least for one day...
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credit to: Junie @ CandyKangTa forum
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link to download: FileFront

the song is tooooooo good.. dunno wether it is because i don't hear kangta's new song for a long time or because the song really works on me. i listened to the song n then repeat it over n over again..
the fact that my dear KangTa composed the song just one day before filming the show makes me impressed! he's really genious in music. i do believe it now. i mean, i know he's really a good composer. he composes many great songs.. but i never know how long he took the times to make that songs.. n now i hear this song he composed one day before sings it, with he plays the piano by himself n that just makes me LOVE him more!! KangTa oppa yongwonhi sarangheyo!!

kenyangnya.............

waah vote buat kangta hari ini nomer 1 lagi.. bagus bagus... aku dah ngevote 7 kali.. he3.. soalnya buat 7 account, jadi sehari login logout 7 kali khusus buat ngevote ^^ tapi vote buat SS501 kok ketinggalan juaaauuuh.. palagi shinhwa dah 12ribu lebih tuh.. ga bakal kekejar deh.. biar deh aku juga suka shinhwa ini ^^ klo yg mv H.O.T dah mulai naik banyak... skaramg dah 5000, padahal 3 hari lalu masih dibawahnya tvxq.. tinggal ngejar shinhwa neh

lagu Heart, Mind, n Soul yg acapella bagus...

oiya, ttg mtv asia award nya.... so sad...... ga diputer skarang di mtv cina yg punyaku.. tadi liat iklannya katanya tgl 8 mei baru puter... jam 10.30........ nah ini dia......... maksudnya malem apa pagi yah?????????????? mbok malem........ pliiiiiiiiiiiiiiss........... pagi ada tutorial.. hiks.. tapi kayanya aku bakal bolos kuliah ah.. mau nonton.. ketinggalan setengah jam sih, tapi moga aja perform nya kangta vaness nggak di setengah jam pertama.. *praying*
di iklannya ada kangta beneran lho! hehehe.. tapi as usual yg diliatin klipnya persona
ko andre tadi aku sms katanya mau ngrekam sih.. moga jadi ngrekam.. harus punya tuh 1st perform kangta-vaness...

tadi makan buanyaak banget.. nggak banyak sih sebenernya.. tapi kenyang banget.. mungkin pengaruh ramyon yg aku makan tadi siang.. gelo bener aku abisin tuh 1 plastik ramyon.. sea food flavor lagi.. ga gtu suka.. besok kalo beli lagi yg rasa laen deh.. yg warna orange lebih enak..

btw, aku kok ga niat lagi ngoreksi proposalnya yah? sedih deh.. moody banget sih aku orangnya.. dah lama ga merenung... kalo merenung bisa2 nangis deh.. menyesali keburukan2 diri.. he3.. makin jelek aja nih sifatku.. mama tadi nyinggung2 aku belon dewasa lah.. masih kaya anak kecil lah.. malah nyalahin komik yg lagi takbaca, katanya baca komik terus makanya kaya anak kecil.. ^^;;

dah ah.. mo namatin nonton My Girl.. gambar PA ku finally dah rampung smua. tinggal kumpul masnya. n bener aja tadi mo ke gale tapi parkir penuh. trus besok mau ke ambarukmo kalo jadi. pengen beli dvd kosong tapi mahal ga ya di sono. sbenernya beli di ramai pasti lebih murah, tapi gara2 peristiwa mati lampu pas trakhir ke sana jadi agak males ke sananya. besok deh liat2.. cyndi onnie juga pulangnya masih bulan depan..

oiya, masih belom jadi2 juga ke mall, mau liat kams korea ntuh... kata debby 400ribu tapi.. jadi kudu liat2 dulu.. kalo bener ada paling ngeliat rekening, kalo tgoda yah gitu deh.. ha3.. kalo nggak yah ntar tunggu juli baru beli.. periplus soalnya ada banyak toh tokonya.. di bandara2 juga ada. atw nggak yah besok rayu papa. kalo skarang target utama minta beliin lemon dulu.. kelar penelitian baru bisa minta deh.. dan itu penelitian entah kapan jadi aku lakuin cos skarang lagi ga minat

besok harus blajar bwt tutorial n nyicil bwt ujian!! paling nggak baca 2 hand out deh... moga2 nggak tiba2 moodku jadi jelek banget n malah taktinggal tidur

BETE =(

uuh ini yahoo ga bisa dibuka2, bikin tambah emosi.. n begitu liat itu donat2 disemutin aku jadi tambah emosi.. mana yg sisa tinggal yg coklat mint, aku mana doyan.. T_T pingin makan ramyon aja deh... tapi bayanginnya aja udah bikin kenyang... habis nimbang pula nih.. haaaiiih... i hate this day! (because of a doughnut????!!!)

ga jadi pergi.... ujan.. males... naek mobil sih, but i hate rainy day.. so i prefer staying at home..... ntar malem paling diajakin jalan2.. tapi kudu nanya dulu kalo lama aku ga ikut deh.. mau nonton
mtv asia award.. moga diputer di mtv mandarin ntuh.. besok juga palingan diajakin jalan2 lagi.. biasa kalo ga ke solo ke ambarukmo or ke safir.. tp mama bikin kuatir abis oprasi tetep aja seneng jalan2.. tadi dah ajak ke gramed.

udah deh.. mo makan aja sambil lanjut nonton my girl, moga lucu biar menghapus kebetean.. klo heaven's tree bisa tambah sensi soalna sedih tuh.. oiya, wish list-ku harus dibenerin nambah jibnya shinhwa, ilangin heaven's tree nya.. tapi ntar aja deh.. males sejati nih

2006, May 6th

aiih kenapa aku skarang suka emosian sih?? masa' gara2 donatku dimakan orang aku bisa ngambek??? kaya orang ga pnah makan aja... haaah orang aneh T_T udah ndut gini, harusnya aku bersyukur bisa ngasih jatah kaloriku ke orang itu..

trus lagi kmaren gara2 disuruh nungguin orang aku juga emosian gtu.. padahal biasanya aku sabar.. payah...........

dah lah... ga usah dibahas lagi...
barusan nonton Millionaire's first love-nya Hyun Bin.. bagus euy... hmm.. nontonnya kurang gtu perhatian sih sbenernya gara2 sambil bikin PA. tapi intinya cerita dapet.. another true love story.. just wondering nih.. emangnya bener2 ada ya cinta yg kaya gitu di dunia ini.. jelas2 itu cewek mau mati, bisa2 nya dia lepasin 99.9% warisannya cuman biar panti asuhan t4 tinggal si cewek ga dijual.. walo akhirnya di akhir crita si pengacara dateng ngembaliin smua warisannya karna: "kakekmu pesen, kamu bisa dapet itu warisan kalo kamu menemukan sesuatu yg berharga yg bisa bikin kamu melepaskan milikmu yg lain." tapi yah.. awalnya toh dia ga tau.. mau2 aja dia ngelepasin tuh uang dsb.. kalo aku sih ga usah ditanya bakal pilih apa.. hahaha.. mimpi jadi anak milyuner

udah deh.. PA blon selese. tinggal 1 gambar. n lagi mempertimbangkan mau jalan2 nggak n ke mana.. pingin ke mall sih nyari kamus korea yg dibilang debby ada di periplus. tapi juga pingin ke ramai mo beli asianstar ma liat dvd baru. selaen itu pengen juga ke gale, tapi kayanya kalo ke gale sendirian ga asyik. coba ambarukmo dah lengkap... ya dah deh.. i'll think it over again..

2006, May 5th

mama kemaren kena alergi obat... kata dokternya sih yg adona, yg buat hentiin perdarahan.. sebadan merah smua gtu.. untung aja ga sampe anafilaksis. mana kata mama si dokter yg ngoprasi itu pas ditelpon bilang kalo ga cocok ma obatnya ya dah ga usah diminum.. dasar.. dokter paan tuh.. trus jadinya ke klinik ludira. dokternya baek ^^

hmm... proposalku dah balik lagi ke aku. ada bebrapa yg erlu dibenerin

trus tau ga seh?? lemonnya kan dah ada lagi tu di supermarket. tapi tnyata harganya itu!! masa 25ribu 1 kg. 1kg paling dapet 7 biji lemonnya. padahal aku butuh 3kg kulitnya!! haiiiih gimana coba????????

btw, i'm soooo happy!!! dapet kabar dr forum kangta, tgl 21 kangta masih maen xman.. n di sana ada Hyung Joon juga!! hwaaaaaaaaaaaaa senengnya!!! tapi aku pingin juga kangta ikutan LL... tapi ga pengen karna ntar jealous... jadi bingung!! habis di LL kan mau gmana juga guest cowoknya ga sebanyak di xman, jadi sering diliatin.. kalo di xman doank fokusnya buanyak, jadi rasanya kangta kurang banyak disorot.. hahaha.. rakus banget nih aku..

oiya, aku blon crita yah aku dah nonton Xman kmaren.. hwaaaaaaaaa tpesona aku liat kangta main piano sambil nyanyi!!!!!!!!!!! ampe rekam di HP gtu, trus puter terus 30 kali ada deh kayanya.. ampe akhirnya baterenya off.. hehehe.. trus waktu jatuh pas game-nya, lucuuu banget jatuhnya. kliatan banget disengaja!! aku udah pnah bilang kan jangan2 xman nya kangta.. tnyata bener!! hanya dgn ngeliat picnya itu bisa ketebak.. trus lagi pas tau2 ngedance candy padahal lagi tanding.. haduuuh, lucunya.... pokoknya seneng!!! moga cepet keluar subs-nya

crita laen, kemaren download lagu Lately yg sebelonnya belom pernah aku denger.. lagu bahasa inggris.. pertama dapet yg Baby Hyung Joon nyanyi, trus tau2 2 jam kemudian dapet yg Xiah punya... jodho banget rasanya.. he3.. pronounce-nya bagus Hyung Joon, tapi Xiah nyanyinya lebih lembut n expressive, tapi aku suka suara Hyung Joon.. nah lho bingung kan?? aku juga binun ga bisa milih.. hahaha.. kecuali kalo kangta juga ikut nyanyi lagu yg sama.. ga usah ditanya pasti tau sapa yg takpilih kan? hehehehe

besok kangta-vaness performance di MTV asia award. moga bisa liat! moga di mtv mandarin diputer. bakal aku tungguin dari jam 9 malem deh... mungkin sih sambil blajar cos hand out belon ada yg takbaca sama skali..

masih ttg kangta, di arirang ada voting lagi.. aku ampe bikin 7 account, kayanya masih kurang yah? haha... skarang masih kalah ma hye sung.. yg bikin aku kaget sampe ternganga, kmaren lusa malem itu vote masih 3000 berapa punya kangta. di bawahnya minu.. tapi begitu kmaren pagi (jam 2 pagi) akubuka lagi taunya KangTa dah nomer 1!!!! 12ribu brapa gtu! n skarang dah 21ribu! padahal tiap orang (account) cuma boleh 1 kali vote 1 hari... hebat banget!! aku sampe ternganga ga pcaya gtu.. KangTa hwaiting!!! grup-nya aku ngevote SS501, habis tvxq dah buanyak sih.. palagi Shinhwa, buanyaak banget.. ya dah vote SS.. SS501 hwaiting!!!

oya, tadi PA nya pretes jayus banget soalnya. untung aku masih pinter analisa soal.. dapet 10!! hahahaha... bangga deh ^^ trus pas gambar kayanya aku dapet ilham gtu jadi bisa cocok. kecuali yg metaplasia apokrin itu kudu nyontek si mbak.
dah ah makan dulu.. bentar lagi anak2 dateng mo garap cakul
n ntar mo upload-in lagi lagunya kangta yg keren banget di xman itu.. kao filefront ga reseh si

2006, May 3rd

moga operasi mama lancar...... bisa sukses, ga da komplikasi juga, langsung sembuh.. aku ga bisa nungguin... gara2 PA. cuma bisa bdoa

gara2 sebel ma PA jadinya ga blajar, baru selese ngapal petunjuk doank. ntar baca text book waktu kuliah. dah ah.. mau kuliah. dah lama bolos mulu.. bisa ditimpuk mama kalo ketauan

2006, May 2nd

waah berasa dah lama ga ngisi blog.. padahal baru kapan itu trakhir ngisi
kemaren tentamen ancur cur... udah ga blajar, pas praktikum nggak merhatiin lagi.. ya udah pasrah deh mo dapet nilai brapa

trus kemaren gambar PA 1 jama slese euy.. lama2 ahli juga nih...
n kmaren aku sebel lagi.. blon juga mulai buat gambar, udah "Li, kumpul gambar kapan? besok ya? aku fotokopi dulu ya.." gimana ga sebel coba? tapi aku malem2 pikir2 lagi.. yah mungkin bagi aku masalah bikin grafik, bikin gambar, bikin laporan tuh hal yg sepele banget, tapi mungkin emang ada orang yg bener2 ga bisa, baik karna ga mampu ataupun karena terbiasa nyontek, jadi ga bisa bikin sendiri.. bukan mau nyombong sih, tapi brati kan aku dikasih kelebihan ma Tuhan, jadi mungkin ga da salahnya bantuin orang... tapi klo minjem ya tau diri lah.. ini belum bikin gambar dah dipesenin mau dikopi.. kcuali kalo si xxx yg minjem jaman dulu, itu mah malah bikin smangat.. muhahaha

My Girl bagus!!! aku malah lebih suka Lee Dong Wook di situ drpd Lee Joon Ki.. aneh, padahal biasanya aku suka co cantik.. lee dong wook mirip2 hyun bin di samsoon, jadinya kepincut juga deh ^^

oiya, mama mau operasi lagi.. ada polip katanya.. tapi ga tau di mananya, paling di endometrium yah?? dokternya juga ga bilang.. pake bius total, ngeri juga nih aku jadinya... bantuin doa ya.. oprasinya besok.. aku ada PA lagi.. moga lancar

tadi pagi dah nransfer buat xman kangta plus laen2.. awal bulan dah kluar duit banyak nih.. hahaha.. juga buat heaven's tree nya.. kapan ditonton ya? aku ndiri binun
akhir2 ini baru tau rasanya sibuk n efeknya..

ya dah d, pin makan